Hanged till DEATH

I have done wrong in my life,
I have failed again to live life,
I have broken promises,
I have broken hearts,
I have sinned and I am Guilty
I should be hanged,
And what i m goin through is the best punishment,
I have left everybody with very less chances,
I have broken trust,
I have compromised in my life,
Everybody has lived there life out of me,
Only i havnt lived my life out of me,
Only i havnt done things that i should do,
People have done it for me,
Now i have lost hope,
I am guilty of whatever i have done,
I donot wish to survive...
I should be Hanged Till DEATH......

Gud Looking People

Why is it this world mad about good looking people. Didnt God made us all equal with two eyes,two ears and one mouth but still why are gud looking people given more preferences...i just cant understand.....Since the time i was in college i had a classmate....as usual beautiful than the rest..and the best thing is she knew she was beautiful from the start....while look at me....i in my 23 years of living havnt yet decided which hair cut would suit my face so that i can look a bit presentable. I still remember the first day of our college....all the raging and stuff....as always the pretty girls are the bali ka bakra and the non-beautiful girls like me....do escape very nicely many a time. But still i cant forget the thing that she told me after she had gone through her horrific ragging....People who are ragged the most are the most popular once and usually they are the one who become Miss Fresher!!!......Wow hear that from a 12th pass girl was kinda shocking to me...bcoz i hadnt thought of how am i gonna try make myself invisible while on the other hand here there was a girl who had everything planned to such a level that she knew she is gonna be Miss Fresher in next three months..gr8 naa.. and i thought beauty and brains didnt go together....anyways....that was jus one instance i can write a book about all these things...but i dont knw y i m writing all this i just felt like....actually i really got pissed off a few days back wen are super cool juniors tried to call us for an alumni meet and have had accidentally dropped me a mail too....For a sec i thought somebody remembers me...all that playing basketball has some how gained me some recognition in somebody's mind but alas i was so wrong......they some how got my old email id.....but the name dat it was addressed to was......that Beautiful Bitch....my beautiful classmate......I had forgotten that too....but i accidentally bumped into her orkut acc and to my surprise i saw one of our teacher's even remembers her.....ask him he would never in his life remember me....
God Why......why did u make people so different.......................................WHY!!!!