Hanged till DEATH

I have done wrong in my life,
I have failed again to live life,
I have broken promises,
I have broken hearts,
I have sinned and I am Guilty
I should be hanged,
And what i m goin through is the best punishment,
I have left everybody with very less chances,
I have broken trust,
I have compromised in my life,
Everybody has lived there life out of me,
Only i havnt lived my life out of me,
Only i havnt done things that i should do,
People have done it for me,
Now i have lost hope,
I am guilty of whatever i have done,
I donot wish to survive...
I should be Hanged Till DEATH......

Gud Looking People

Why is it this world mad about good looking people. Didnt God made us all equal with two eyes,two ears and one mouth but still why are gud looking people given more preferences...i just cant understand.....Since the time i was in college i had a classmate....as usual beautiful than the rest..and the best thing is she knew she was beautiful from the start....while look at me....i in my 23 years of living havnt yet decided which hair cut would suit my face so that i can look a bit presentable. I still remember the first day of our college....all the raging and stuff....as always the pretty girls are the bali ka bakra and the non-beautiful girls like me....do escape very nicely many a time. But still i cant forget the thing that she told me after she had gone through her horrific ragging....People who are ragged the most are the most popular once and usually they are the one who become Miss Fresher!!!......Wow hear that from a 12th pass girl was kinda shocking to me...bcoz i hadnt thought of how am i gonna try make myself invisible while on the other hand here there was a girl who had everything planned to such a level that she knew she is gonna be Miss Fresher in next three months..gr8 naa.. and i thought beauty and brains didnt go together....anyways....that was jus one instance i can write a book about all these things...but i dont knw y i m writing all this i just felt like....actually i really got pissed off a few days back wen are super cool juniors tried to call us for an alumni meet and have had accidentally dropped me a mail too....For a sec i thought somebody remembers me...all that playing basketball has some how gained me some recognition in somebody's mind but alas i was so wrong......they some how got my old email id.....but the name dat it was addressed to was......that Beautiful Bitch....my beautiful classmate......I had forgotten that too....but i accidentally bumped into her orkut acc and to my surprise i saw one of our teacher's even remembers her.....ask him he would never in his life remember me....
God Why......why did u make people so different.......................................WHY!!!!

It Rained....

Things had been rough these days
People have been tough these days
Relationships have been difficult to handle
The clouds have filled the clear sky
And yet again the darkness has filled itself all over me
I bearing can see anything
Life seems to be complicated all of a sudden
I have lost track of time
I dont know where i m headed to...
The tunnel of life seems endless
I bearing can take it anymore
I m scared to death
After travelling through the long dark tunnel
And at last i reached the end
But i guess even that was not wat was destined for me
When I was thinking everything is gonna be alright
Dats when It Rained...It Rained...it rained heavily
And now I m struck inside the tunnel forever..

Chak De!!

People said we cant do anything
They said we are not worth anything
They stopped us, tried to bribe us
But we guys were into this
Even our coach wanted to break us
But we guys where not in a mood to give up yet
Some came to know what we were worth of
And to others we showed what we were made of
We fell, we crippled, we crawled
But we never gave up at all
And that how we did it all


Thanks to all those who supported us
Thanks to our dear coach who first thought we are just playing around try to impress him....
(dont knw about others but I tried a bit.;))
Thanks to all the Boys who helped us to get on our feet

Thank You Everyone for helping us and showing us what we were worth of...

Thank You!!!

Why

why are things being so difficult lately
why cant everything be easy
why aint i get things i long for
why do i have to always fight for my rights
why cant i be blessed abanduntantly
why do people have to tell me wat to do and how to do
why cant i take any decisions concerning my life
why do i have to be the one who has to listen
when when will somebody ever ask me....
when when will I be regarded as I and not as noone....
WHEN

The end is near

Life seems a burden again
There is nothing more to achieve
As wen i sit back and think
What i achieved was not wat i was looking for
Perfect irony,perfect mockery of everything dat i see and believe
Things were never the same and never wud be
People come and go and leave a trail of harmless memories behind
Memories of laughter,memories of pain,memories of promises they made
But wen u look bac..dese same memories haunt u like a dark cloudy night
Its not my mistake this time
I have been left alone by people who promised to love me the most till i die

Boundaries.....

I m living in boundaries
Boundaries laid not by me but by others
I m folllowing rules made by ppl who dont know me
I m walking on a path which leads to nowhere
I m struck in a deep well wid no hope of light
I hav been crippled by the norms dat i have to follow
I m following the asile leading to death
Also the sun and the moon has turned black
I m not able to see anything ahead
Atrocity has creeped onto me
I dont know where i m headed
I m jus goin on and on like a puppet
I m a captive of my own being
And no mahatma can lead me to freedom...